“Alchemize the pain and it becomes something else.” ~ Sarah Entrup
Pushed out into the world too young, forced to fly,
you said f*ck that and crashed on purpose.
You lied: It’s not hard. I’ve got it handled.
I get the yeah, I meant to do that attitude,
That FU!, I don’t need anyone!
You’ll see! You can’t stop me!
We scream, “I’ll never be like you!” when
We’re trying to figure out who to be.
We swear we don’t need anyone.
We don’t even like people.
They’ve all let us down.
Especially that one in the mirror.
In the process of maturing, we can succumb to a sickness of the soul.
Those who hurt us live inside our hearts and minds.
We’d die to be rid of the pain. We’d steal to get attention.
We’ll do anything to prove we’re wild and unworthy.
Because that’s what they told us, if
They showed us any attention at all.
We’ll fight because we had to.
We’ll manipulate because it’s been our survival strategy.
What looks like anger is a cry for love.
Yeah, tough girls, they can’t see it either.